America 2020

Decades of full spectrum rot exposed to all when “the tide went out” via global pandemic.

Banana republic dictator voted down, for now.

Relief the majority of people pushed back; inexcusable that so many did not.

I will never forget:

  • The lying.
  • The selfishness.
  • The malevolence.
  • The racism.
  • The criminality.
  • The weakness.
  • The cowardice.
  • The enablers.

I will never accept:

  • Living by fear.
  • Lying.
  • Demonizing others.
  • Justifying the means by the ends.

I will:

  • Live by love.
  • Walk with those on the margins.
  • Call out bullshit when it is critical to do so.
  • Push back on bullies.

The Criminals

The game we play is life and death
Your worth measured in dollars and in cents
There ain’t no lifeline coming (coming!)
Unless you pay the price (the price!)
Your hope, freedom, your sanity
A product, not a right

These are the days that test your heart and soul
Strap yourself in for the American Fall
Day after day it is a crash and burn
Our nation hijacked by the criminals
Whoa oh
Whoa oh
Whoa oh
Whoa oh

Your neighbor is your enemy
Your real friends are on that TV
They’re selling lies and self-loathing
Nothing no one should pay to be
The cost of healthcare
Cost of guns
The cost of knowledge
Cost of love
When prison is an industry
Somebody’s getting locked away

Uninvited to the party
They’re cold, afraid, and starving
There’s got to be more
To the millions that are marching
Than the separation of just a few degrees
Between evil, famine, and the disease

These are the days that test your heart and soul
Strap yourself in for the American Fall
Day after day it is a crash and burn
Our nation hijacked by the criminals
Whoa oh
Whoa oh
Whoa oh
Whoa oh

Reject the criminality
That monetizes our humanity
Construct a new reality
Where you’re not just a number, you’re a name
You’ll never have our dignity
Till all you fascists are six feet deep

-Anti-Flag, American Fall

Racists

It’s in the things that you say and you don’t say
You don’t know it ’cause you’re such a fucking cliche
The way you define them and us
Those you fear and those you trust

You know a black guy and he’s very articulate
You know a Mexican and she’s honest and diligent
You don’t see color
But some people need discipline
And thug is a thug
Some people need to learn a lesson

Your justifications
One dead give away
Your qualifications
One dead give away
You’d never endorse the Jim Crowe days
But the malice in your voice is a god damn give away

Just ’cause you don’t know you’re racist
A bigot with a check list
Just ’cause you don’t know you’re racist
You don’t get a pass when you’re talking your shit
Just ’cause you don’t know you’re racist
A bigot with a check list
Just ’cause you don’t know you’re racist
You don’t get a pass, get a pass for your ignorance

Black lives matter and you don’t know why
And reverse racism isn’t a real thing
No, you weren’t alive in the time of slavery
But that’s no excuse to ignore its legacy
Not afraid of refugees
But don’t want a mosque built on your street
Offended by the claim of bigotry
More than the racism in your face

Your justifications
One dead give away
Your qualifications
One dead give away
You’d never endorse the Bull Connor days
But the malice in your voice is a god damn give away

Just ’cause you don’t know you’re racist
A bigot with a check list
Just ’cause you don’t know you’re racist
You don’t get a pass when you’re talking your shit
Just ’cause you don’t know you’re racist
A bigot with a check list
Just ’cause you don’t know you’re racist
You don’t get a pass, get a pass for your ignorance

You fly the flag of the confederacy
You say to celebrate your history
The south was fighting to save slavery
To preserve and protect white supremacy

Just ’cause you don’t know you’re racist
A bigot with a check list
Just ’cause you don’t know you’re racist
You don’t get a pass when you’re talking your shit
Just ’cause you don’t know you’re racist
A bigot with a check list
Just ’cause you don’t know you’re racist
You don’t get a pass, get a pass for your ignorance

Just ’cause you don’t know you’re racist
Just ’cause you don’t know you’re sexist
Just ’cause you don’t know you’re fascist
You don’t get a pass for your ignorance
Just ’cause you don’t know you’re racist
Just ’cause you don’t know you’re sexist
Just ’cause you don’t know you’re fascist
You don’t get a pass, get a pass for your ignorance

-Anti-Flag, American Fall

My Top 50 Movies of the Decade

Arrival (2016)
Baby Driver (2017)
Beasts of the Southern Wild (2012)
Birdman (2014)
Black Panther (2018)
Bladerunner 2049 (2017)
Booksmart (2019)
Boyhood (2014)
Captain Fantastic (2016)
Dallas Buyers Club (2013)
Django Unchained (2012)
Dunkirk (2017)
Edge of Tomorrow (2014)
Ex Machina (2015)
Francis Ha (2012)
Hell or High Water (2016)
Her (2013)
Hugo (2011)
Interstellar (2014)
Isle of Dogs (2018)
Knives Out (2019)
Lady Bird (2017)
Little Women (2019)
Mad Max: Fury Road (2015)
Moonlight (2016)
Pacific Rim (2013)
Paddington (2014)
Parasite (2019)
Prisoners (2013)
Roma (2018)
Scott Pilgrim vs. the World (2010)
Sicario (2015)
Song of the Sea (2014)
Spider-Man: Into the Spider-Verse (2018)
Spotlight (2015)
Star Wars: The Force Awakens (2015)
Swiss Army Man (2016)
The Big Short (2015)
The Breadwinner (2017)
The Death of Stalin (2018)
The Florida Project (2017)
The Ghost Writer (2010)
The Grand Budapest Hotel (2014)
The Social Network (2010)
The Revenant (2015)
Trainwreck (2015)
True Grit (2010)
Under The Skin (2014)
Winter’s Bone (2010)
Wonder Woman (2017)

Litany Against Fear

I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.
— Bene Gesserit (Dune)